things i ate in 2007: celery, lettuce, leafy greens, carrots. prunes. corn chips.
things i ate in 2008: onions, apples, green veggies, tomato sauce, tomato soup
things i eat now: everything.

my hair is dark red purple black.

billy and i are coming to a slippery understanding. i have been trying to explain my weirdnesses and he has been acting like i'm normal but that i'm just refusing to be reasonable sometimes. i'm like sometimes that isn't an option. and then he says i need therapy, allergy shots and acceptance. there's no winning.

this apple is rotting and i can't bring myself to throw it out yet.

sometimes, i talk to stephen. this is ok to me. ain't nothing wrong with platonic friends who understand and appreciate your creative impulsive energy. it is not a need or want. it is just there for the taking and i take it and it feels good.

i am very happy that caitlin is in my life. she makes me feel stable.

yet i long to have movement in my life.