no one is listening. the black on white is soothing. i want my life to be black on white space. white marble around me. white marble and black quilts. and endless sky.
i am here and no one is listening. i don't want them to anyway.
it is peaceful.

i may go make a mask for my next performance. if that even happens. all i know is that i will make a mask. i will not go into the city. i have time to make my bed. i have sent kisses over the phone. i can maximize my time.

i have friends, people who miss me. but i must do this now. i must do nothing now.